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Sunday, March 13th, 2005
5:40 pm	My words won't heal you now My words won't heal (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, January 24th, 2005
6:45 pm	anyone else think its rather amusing that momie's favorite ASB ball dress for me was strapless? (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 9th, 2005
7:42 pm	is this when i get desperate? (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
8:06 pm	mountain high has gotten more than 5 feet of snow in the past week. anybody else think thats pretty darn cool? Current Mood: bouncy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, January 3rd, 2005
5:38 pm	school started today, that was pretty lame. i spent the last few days of my break procrastinating and sitting around in denial, that was fun. saturday night jason came over to dads and we watched Ransom, this really intense movie about a rich family and how their little boy got kidnapped by a policeman, his girlfriend, and friends. in the end all the kidnappers ended up killing each other except somehow the policeman lived even though he got shot in the chest just like everyone else. oh well. it was kind of like Man On Fire... only older. and the father didnt go around trying to kill everyone, instead they all did a good job of killing each other. sunday was just church and homework and then in the evening mom and i rented the terminal and watched about half of that before i decided i should probably go to bed. when i woke up in the morning it was raining, which actually made me SMILE, even with the crappiness of school starting. it was amazing. school was alright, pretty boring. i got spin kicked during lunch. english was a joke. found out at the end of 5th period that our soccer game was cancelled and that we didnt have practice either, which made me happy... not like i would have been there for practice anyways, i had an eye doctor appointment. meh. didnt find out anything new. 20-25, i should get contacts when i start driving, etc, etc. i read an article about a little girl with a skin disease when i was in the waiting room, it was really sad. her skin was really fragile, and even holding a crayon for a long time would give her blisters and break her skin and leave scars =( . i hate going to the eye doctor, absolutly everything about it. examples? concentrating WAY to hard on what the hell that letter could be... sitting still for minutes while they run their silly tests... getting really bright lights flashed in your eyes while they get mad at you for squinting or not being able to see anything cause your eyes are tearing up too much... getting poked with their friggen machines, honestly it took the girl about 15 tries before she could get the little machine to touch my eye, i kept twitching away. i cant stand things touching my eyes. hence why i don't have contacts... and the eye drops. my god i HATE eye drops. she was trying to hold my eye open but every time she got close id blink or try to close my eyes just on impulse, took her a few tries to get that done too. that's about all i have to complain about. mom and i went to drop off the money for the rent after that, in the car she talked about tim the whole time and how when he moves down here we're gonna have to move to a bigger house, etc. from there she went on a tangent about how tims giving up almost everything for us and how he wants so badly to be part of our lives and all that. i told her we should move to clairemont, but she shot me down. whatever. as long as i get my own room with a DOOR this time around i think ill be fine. and as long as the walls are thick. if theres one thing i dont want, its to hear them having sex in the room next to me. eww. after we dropped off the rent i convinced her to take me to a cheap little store in la jolla to look for jeans, but i couldnt find any. i think moms gonna take me to macy's later though, and i really hope i find some there. having only two pairs of jeans isnt very nice, especially when you dont even like one of them. heh. anyways, that was my weekend and first day of school for you. wow. that was just a lot of rambling. sorry. Current Mood: amused Current Music: craigs brother- head in a cloud (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 1st, 2005
1:42 am	new years eve concert. amazing. i got to watch people mosh and hurt each other and do spin kicks and stuff. i didnt feel like dying, so i stayed out of that. eighteen visions, throwdown, bleeding through, as i lay dying, and atreyu all did pretty good i thought. all around fun night. some random guy groped me. didnt kiss anybody at midnight, but i still get to think of who i wanna kiss first this year =P. im tired. goodnight. Current Mood: happy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
12:16 am	maybe i should have complained sooner. right now it's 24 degrees at the base of snow summit, and snowmaking has resumed. =) (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 21st, 2004
1:43 pm	it needs to get cold again before all the snow melts (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 19th, 2004
1:13 pm	yeah, now im pissed. ok so i typed this HUUUUUGE entry about last night and how awesome it was, incredibly detailed and what not... and then i decided to look up the word "incompetent" to make sure i was using it in the right context... but when i pulled up dictionary.com on a new page it replaced my lj page and i lost EVERYTHING. *cries*. so here it goes... again. woke up in the morning with three phone calls, one of which was lorena telling me my hair appt was at 10:00 and to get there a few minutes early just incase. well, turns out that when i got there they were backed up like 3 people and i ended up sitting there breathing in mass amounts of hair spray fumes until 11:30 when it was finally my turn. got home around 12:10, literally RAN around the house getting ready: dress, makeup, taking nail polish off, tons of last minute stuff i forgot about. i was only 20 minutes late to lorena's, which was amazing. everyone was getting into the limos when i got there, it was really exciting seeing everyone in their dresses and tuxes (is that how you say the plural of "tux"??), especially lorena. she looked SO beautiful with her dress and crown and hair done up all nicely *sigh*. so we all went down to the church where we took a few pictures outside and then piled in and got into our lines (well, with the exception of a few people drifting around...) and waited until everything was ready. to be perfectly honest i thought the church part was going to be boring, but i ended up really enjoying it. something about it was just really peaceful and beautiful, couldnt quite put a finger on it. after that was all done we took bijillions of pictures in and outside the church with lorena, parents, friends, whoever else was there. then we piled back into the limos and cruised around blaring some rap and hiphop until we got to marina village. the first hour or so there was just standing around there and snacking and waiting. eventually our group migrated upstairs (except me, i was just walking around wondering where everyone went =P) and we all just hung out up there while we waited. stephen and i ended up talking about really random things... feet and spiders and family and what not, and then we realized that everyone else left, so we went back downstairs for dinner. dinner wasn't quite what i was hoping for. the potatoes were really good, but i really didnt like the gravy stuff they put on the meat, so i tried to stay away from that a bit. after dinner we got to listen to speaches about lorena from family and friends, it was all really touching, and then we watched a video about lorena's life through pictures of her growing up, which was just adorable. i was really surprised lorena wasnt crying. i would have been =P. waltzing was next, and even though everyone was really nervous and scared theyd forget something, turned out awesome. oh and, might i add, tyler and i are amazing at waltzing. everyone loved it and afterwards there was lots of hugging and jumping around and congradulating. the band came up and started playing and our group went upstairs again to hang out and talk and dance. lots of people from school were there, lots of my mutual friends, which was nice. tyler and i waltzed to salsa (we're awesome like that) and then nick and i attempted to teach ourselves a salsa dance, but we kept messing up. little by little people went down to the dance floor to salsa, and for the next 4 hours we just hung out and danced and partied. it was kind of sad though, realizing that there wouldnt be anymore waltz practices and no huge party to look forward to, and a bunch of people that i wouldnt see anymore. but it was still so much fun. when the party started winding down and tylers mom got really bored, we decided it was time to go. i went around giving hugs and wishing people merry christmases (once again with the plural...?), and then we left. the ride home we listened to country and talked about our night, and then i suggested we all go to carls jr and eat. turns out that only the drive through was open 24 hours, but we ordered food anyways. but the person working was either falling asleep or incompetent, cause it took 20 minutes for them to make our food, and by the time we got out of there there were at least 3 or 4 cars behind us. it was pretty lame. anyways, got home, briefly told mom about the rest of the night after she left, washed my face, brushed my teeth, and was asleep in minutes. it was an amazing night. (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 11th, 2004
5:39 pm	well i was gonna go on a two day boarding trip up at snow summit... but then my sisters work wouldnt give her monday off so now we're just going sunday. that made me rather sad. i was looking forward to missing school too. *sigh* i suppose there will be other times. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
3:37 pm	well umm everythings pretty good i guess... my whole weekend was completly screwed over by ms stanleys huge project. didnt think it would take all that long to do, but i thought wrong. umm friday i had a soccer game that i left for at 4:30 and got home from around 9, mom wouldnt let me go back out after that. umm saturday was pretty normal, sat around all morning watching chick flicks like "Sleepless in Seatle" and "Serendipity" cause keenan was gone all day at a water polo thingy for the girls so we couldnt work on our project yet... and then i realized- i have to go to waltz. so i ran around getting ready and what not, was only like 15 or so minutes late, they hadnt even started yet. first time in over a month ive gotten there before they started. amazing. anywho, that was alright except tyler was pissed at me for not being able to hang out cause keenan was gone all day =P and that wasnt cool. felt bad, but there was nothing i could do. went out to dinner with dad and kristen (who now has a job at bath and body works. yay!) and then after that keenan came over and we started researching everything and pulling up sites and finding pictures and put everything all nice and neat into links and word documents and what not. sunday i went to church and then came home, ate, and called keenan. this time we went to his house cause he has powerpoint, but the disk we put everything onto didnt work so we had to find all new pictures and spend a bunch of time typing in all the links and getting everything right. it really sucked. anyways, the audio visual took us 4 or 5 hours, we kept switching off one of us working on that, the other working on the paper that goes with it. his parents had me stay for dinner and then i went home. the paper took me till about 10, which i wasnt too happy about, i wanted to get sleep, and tyler was pissed again that i couldnt hang out. by the time i got home i think most of his wrath had passed... sorry tyler! got to bed around 11, woke up at like 5 and kept rolling over again and again and again. it was pretty lame. i was exhaused. school the next day was horrible. first of all, it felt like a thursday, mostly because my entire weekend was spent doing school-related things. not only did the last week get extended, but the new week got started a few das early. so right now... im going on the 9th straight school day. not to mention the fact that i havent gotten any more than 7 hours of sleep a night in those past 9 days. running a little low here. im planning on getting a lot of sleep tonight, but i dont know if that's actually going to end up happening... meh. we'll see. hmmmmm what else. ah yes. something ive been thinking about a lot lately. i really really REALLY want to see stars. Current Mood: tiiiiiiiiiiiiired. Current Music: hopesfall (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 4th, 2004
10:12 am	havent updated in a while, dont have anything incredibly interesting to say... things are pretty shakey with me and mom and the moment, lots of things going on there. school is going pretty well i suppose, have A's in all my classes. still tired a lot. people have been asking me if i'm ok, telling me that i look really out of it... but i really dont feel like im out of it, or think that im acting any different at all. weird. heh, speaking of weird i had the trippiest dream last night. but ill not get into that. it would take too long. and most likely be boring for you to read =P. im hungry. and will go eat now. (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 29th, 2004
8:25 pm	maybe i should just go live with my dad for a while... (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 27th, 2004
3:21 pm	well, the weekend's been interesting, ill say that much. umm thursday i went to my cousin elyse's for thanksgiving dinner, hung out with her and my other cousin bethany for the next like 8 hours straight which was awesome, lots of catching up and what not. dad let me drive in an empty parkinglot, and it was kind of amusing cause he was making me be super cautious even though ive already been driving like 10 times... but i guess he doesnt know that. heh. elyse has a freshman boyfriend. who doesnt know who bob marley is. or greenday. and lives in LA but has never been to six flags. my sister and i decided he's been living in a box and has only recently been released into the wild. weirdo. anywho, bethany left and then my sister stopped talking to all the silly grown-ups and came hung out with us in the computer room and her brother jason's room while we surfed through all his music and what not. kristen went to bed and elyse and i decided to watch dumb and dumberer even though i never saw the first, but it was ok cause it comes before the first... kind of. umm woke up in the morning, sat around and did my notes for art history, and then dad came and picked kristen and i up to go to grandpas house. he gave us a tour of all the remodeling they've been doing, redid the pain on the outside and got new cement and stuff, it was neat. and then we made him open all his presents for his birthday that was thanksgiving day, he turned 80. that's old. we went out to lunch and then dad and i got to go on the roof and put covers on the little fan things on the top, i threw berries at the cat lying in the grass and it got all confused, then i actually hit it with one and it ran away. after that we just sat around for another hour, kristen and i found a metal egg with bells in it and started spinning it, sounds boring but it was really entertaining. if you spun it on its side fast enough, the bells inside all went to the bottom and stood it up into a perfect spi straight upright on its small point, just standing there spinning, not moving. it was awesome. umm after that went back to nana and papa's where we met mom and tim *shudders*. kristen finally met him, she agrees with me in everything ive said about him in my entries. i know its hard to believe, but now you can just ask her about it. friday night we all sat around playing mastermind and super mastermind, i found out i did the wrong chapter for AP art history notes and did the right one in the half hour that everyone decided to play phase-10, nice to get that out of the way. umm, i ended up sleeping under the table cause there were like 10 people crammed into this little tiny house, that was fun. woke up to find people stepping on me, turns out they had started breakfast and nobody woke me, they were all just sitting around the table with their feet up on my sleeping back chatting it up and stuff, i felt kind of silly. umm, we all said our goodbyes and people started taking off. kristen convinced mom to let her drive, and i demanded that i sit in the front next to her, god forbid i have to sit in the back with tim or something. might have been better though, because all during the ride back they were making out in the back seat. it was disgusting. i felt like gagging. and that was about it for me weekend. yup. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004
7:36 pm	wow... ive been really budy lately. and tired. still having the sleeping problem, but its not been as bad lately. umm tryouts are going pretty well i suppose, we had a scrimmage today against mt. carmel and i got played with the varsity team which was neat. another scrimmage tomorrow at 5:30 or so, ill be good and tired for that one. kristens home, but she's not REALLY home cause shes out with brian all day and a good portion of the night. in fact, i havent seen her for over 24 hours. how odd. moms off picking up her boyfriend from the airport right now. yes, right now. im pissed. he annoys me. moms been annoying me a lot too lately. she asks too many stupid questions about pointless things, thinking she can lure me into telling her things. and then when i dont she gets mad and asks me more dumb questions that just make me mad in return and then we end up not talking for a while. lately she's been really interested about that einsteins dream assignment, and whether or not what i wrote about are really MY dreams or if i made them up. i told her i made them up, but for some reason she hasnt been able to let that one go yet. anyways, i have things to do. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 18th, 2004
5:23 pm	ive been getting more and more tired lately. during the day i'll get really worn out and then go to bed early, but in the mornings i dont feel like i slept at all, im just as tired as i was when i fell alseep, and then i go through the day getting even MORE tired and go to bed even EARLIER (got 9 hours last night, how crazy is that?!) but when i wake up im still JUST as tired as before. i can't remember if this is the third or fourth day, but im tired. and need a hug. that is all. i lied. that's not all. kristen's coming home in like 52 hours. (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 16th, 2004
8:47 pm	soccer tryouts this week... kinda nervous about that. lots of girls trying out, new freshman, and still tons of starters in other sports right now... not sure if i'll make varsity =/. im having doubts. last year i think i could have... but this year... meh. we'll see i guess. BUT after we were done today brandon asked me if i wanted to play with his club team in a tournament over thanksgiving weekend... which would be friggen awesome. another "but"... dad wanted kristen and i to go up for granpda's birthday on thanksgiving day and there are two games on thanksgiving day. meh. i havent asked him yet, but he was pretty insistent that we keep out weekend free for that. i don't know. we'll see. (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 14th, 2004
8:30 am	went over to tylers last night after waltz. we played halo 2. he killed me 20 times. i killed him once. and i think he kinda let me that time. it was fun anyways though =P. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 6th, 2004
9:10 pm	my sister is wonderful. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, November 5th, 2004
6:34 pm	ok so some stuff's been going on lately. lots of drama with people, lots of uncertainty. lots of things i can't change. things with mom arent going all that great right now, to top it off her boyfriend in san fran wants to find a job down here. yeah, im talking about the really weird one i dont like that much. my sisters coming back on the 20th, theres something to look forward to, out of all of this. and at least i'll always have soccer. tryouts the 15th, im a bit stressed about that. one of my friends has been slipping a bit recently, i'm really worried about him. its not fair to publicize it though, so i wont get into that. ive been really tired lately too. not just physically from lack of sleep but emotionally tired. things have really been wearing down on me lately, and the things that i think will give me a little boost end up failing miserably- save for soccer. i can always depend on that. and ive been having lots of strange dreams lately, a little unnerving. i should start writing them down again. meh, ill decide later. so... drama, anger, frustration, stress, tiredness, worry, and confusion. Current Mood: =( (6 Comments |Comment on this)